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Name: Mohd Ridzwan bin Mohd Nizam
Birthday: 19/04/1989
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Class: Group 19 of Nanyang Poly Nursing Course
Email: ridzwannizam@hotmail.com
Ambition: Nurse
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Thursday, June 19, 2008

I got a new haircut and i think i look ugly with it.haha.its so annoying when my hair is soo long i find it vey untidy,messy and difficult to maintain.now when after i cut,short hair doesnt look good on me.haiz...theres no perfect hairstyle for me..maybe i look good after i cut botak when i go for my NS!

Anw went to gym yesterday with Syafiq.met his long lost friend there.syafiq told he used to be skinny like a stick now is so fit.thats y he cannot recognise him at first.anw i weight myself and guess what i weight 73kg!i drop almost 3kg in 2 months!cant believe it at first.guess these are the list of activities that cause me to lose weight in the past 2 month.

1)join a captain ball competition
2)alternate days of running and physical exercise
3)join a adventure race
4)joined another biatholon race
5)played soccer weekly and swimming after that.

after looking at the list it is quite a lot activities just to lost 3kg only.haizz...but not too bad considering i went genting 2 days ago and i ate a lot like a pig!especially during breakfast at the hotel.
First round.Nasi lemak with egg and sausage.
Second round.carrot cake and a bit of kueyteow.
third round.Cereal.honey star and cococrunch with milk
fourth round.fruits!lots of watermelon
and lastly finish with different types of drinks.orange juice,milk,tea!
actually i think i eat almost everything s that is on buffet.this is how i eat during breakfast for 2 days at the hotel.haha. 

I tried all the rides in the theme park at Genting.some were fun and some were scary.the most scary ride is when they lift high up.and i mean very high up.about 12 storey high.after that they drop me down like a bomb thrown down from a aeroplane.i wanted to scream but i cant.u could feel the wind blowing agaiinst ur face as u were going down with gravity.for the moment i was breatless cause the speed u going down was very fast.i almost felt my food that i had eaten during breakfast almost going up into my oesophagus!but the ride was worth it and was quite thrilling.somehow u can feel how a person commiting suicide felt when they jump down from a building but this time u are still alive and that is the difference.

I also tried bowling during the trip and make a fool of myself cause it was my first time playing.drop the ball when i about to bowl.damn paiseh.didnt shop much over there.just bought a wallet,watch and one shirt.thats all.the trip was 3 days only.should have been longer so that i can enjoy the trip properly.returned to singapore on 17-06-08 where all my projects,work,stress are waiting for me!!!




x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 6/19/2008 07:26:00 PM x



















Saturday, June 14, 2008

Today is the first day i used my new video cam!i brought it along this morning to meet my friends to play soccer.thought can record some some nice soccer moves with the video cam while we playing soccer BUT in the end haha...we recorded the worst performance in a street soccer game.hhaha.wE CONCEDED to 2 early  lame goals and we were out.it was barely 3 mins and we were out already and it was all recorded in the the video cam.these are some of the things u dont want to record!but when i watch the video again it was quite funny.how we play,how we pass,how we shoot,how we concede the 2 goals.all quite funny and weird.thats what video cam do record eveything in that moment!

anw tmr going genting!holiday for 3 days.yea.cant wait to go.hmm these are the list of things of i want to do.

1)go to escape theme park and try all the rides even the most frightening one
2)expl0re snow city and play with snow!(eventhoug its artificial one)
3)play bowling(never play bowling b4 in my life!)
4)watch 2 movies at cinema on the most tallest entertainment buliding in malaysia(probably kungfu panda again and incredible hulk)
5)take lots of pictures and record a lot of videos!

yea.cant wait for tomorrow!


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 6/14/2008 10:32:00 PM x



















Thursday, June 12, 2008

The PC show is now on!its my favourite event where all the latest technology is on sale and selling at a should i say only slightly lower price!Actually its a yearly event,but for me its the first time i going.haha.cause everytime have this event i usually have no money to buy anything. 

but this time is different.got some money to spend on something.Wanted to get a video camcorder so can record videos.cause sometimes a camara to take pictures is not enough to capture those events that are memorable.u want to see the "whole picture" whats is actually going on.like videoing urself playing soccer with ur friends,doing stupid things with ur friends or just recording the moment you are in.Creative coincidently produce a budget video camara.It was on sale at the pc show.bought it for 168 dollars.quite a good deal.cause i was the first 50 customers and i got a free 60 dollars speakers and 3 handphone pouch which was given to me by the salesgirl who was quite helpful when i ask about more info regarding the video cam.the salesgirl was quite cute actually.damn it.should have ask for her no.haha.just joking.

after that went to long john sliver to have dinner with my 2 annoying sisters.unfortunately i had ask them to accompany me to the pc show cause my friends cant follow.both of them cant stop talking like mrs chatterbox.almost make my ear bleed!somehow i wonder how they can be my sisters.they are so different from me. both like to talk a lot and are very loud and i am the opposite of them!ceh...haaha.....gtg need to do my workout


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 6/12/2008 08:39:00 PM x



















Saturday, June 07, 2008

yea.complete my 4km run without stopping or running!run run run all the way.hopefully its a confident booster for my 2.4km run in my nafa test which will be coming up in three weeks time.

anw yesterday Friday watch "KUNG FU PANDA" with luqman and jenna.purposely skipped tutoriaL.The last lesson for the day before we go for our 2 weeks break.dont know y i skipped the tutorial.maybe because wasnt feeling right on that day.my mind wasnt absorbing any information during the first few lessons on that day.i need an early break from school at that time.So destress myself by watching the movie.The movie was quite funny and hilarious.totally relief my stress from me.I literally almost laugh from the start of the movie to end non-stop.But the most funny incident was even before the movie started when my friend luqman wanted to buy the movie tickets.He told the cashier "3 tickets for hello panda movie."lol.the cashier stunned for the moment seh.suppose to be kungfu panda become hello panda.maybe he had craving for hello panda chocolates.

after that went to bugis.all three of us went shopping and bought shirts.I bought a superhero shirt.damn nice.has a the superhero logo "the flash" on it.I already has 4 superhero shirts at home.superman,batman,green arrow and now flash.whats next???wonder woman shirt!haha.will look odd wearing it.went to Arab street after that we all tried Sheesha.smoking through a long pipe.for fun, i tried it.but it was nothing.We asked for apple flavour.In the end,it was nothing.cant even the taste flavour at all.maybe a bit.it was quite interesting to see smoke coming out from ur mouth.felt guilty a bit after that.cause i thought i was smoking.but i told myself i wasnt addicted to it and at least i haven start on cigarette smoking yet!after all the fun we went home after that with a itch on my throat...hmm...probably due to sheesha.aargh..I will never sheesha again!!!


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 6/07/2008 11:35:00 PM x



















Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Yesterday was working out as usual ard my neighbourhood when i met a gay.Yea a gay!Man,what are the chances of meeting a gay at my peaceful and quiet neighbourhood.Probably 0.0001%.And yes i dont know why but i had a conversation with him!It was so weird and uncomfortable but a bit amusing.This how the converstion goes....

Gay:Hi may i know where is block 489B.

me:there(I wasn't sure but anyhow point.Somehow i knew it was the correct block)

Gay:My name is X.What urs?(I dont wanna reveal his name.Confidentiality)

me:Ridzwan (why the hell i told him my name.My mum told me not to speak to strangers!) 

Gay:Reswan?

me:Ridzwan.

Gay:ok.where do u live?

me:there.(lucky i did the right thing and point anyhow.haha.y the hell he want to know where i live?)
Gay:i am Gay.Dont worry about it.I am very open and proud of it.Are you homophobic?

me:No.(i dont what it means.Just anyhow whack the answer)

Gay:OK good.Do you workout often?Cause ur body is quite body is quite buff and you're cute.

me:thank you.(i wanted to throw up at that point!I dont mind a cute girl saying that to me. Somehow i force myself to remain calm and compose)

me:are you waiting for someone?

gay:Yea i waiting for someone.anw do you shave?you  got no hair.

me:its genetic.my legs does not produce a lot of hair.(y the hell I answer i also dont know why.i think i want him to know that i not afraid of him.Then curiosity got the better of me)

Me:Why are you a gay?

Gay:i dont know why but i have preference for males.i have 2 ex-girlfriend before but i still prefer males.You're cute.How long is your...........?(bad move.now he isasking about my manhood!so disgusting.i realize that i had to end the conversation before it goes out of hand)
me:i think i got to go now

Gay:so early?Are u really not homophobic?Anw if u want sex i am here.

me:sorry really got to go.(phew that was close.lucky i end the conversation if not....)

Hmm.yea that was my conversation with a gay.it was so uncomfortable.i really couldn't take it.A male liking a male.why u want to make out with ur own kind.God made female for a reason.

Anw today we made a video during clinical lab.i was quite fun.actually the video is gonna be used during the graduation day.the video was taken by a lecturer and she said that it will be edited and be shown during the graduation day.My class wanted the video to be memorable and funny.So we planned.we think for quite a long time but we agree on something.First we will stand together as a group and when the video start recording we will shout "Group 19 rocks!"and then the group will separate into 2 and i and james will start catwalking in the center and pose like a model.haha.it was hilarious when it was played all over again.hmm i wonder what the feeling will be like in 6 months time if the video is played in front of the huge audience during the graduation day!?!?


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 6/04/2008 10:41:00 PM x




















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