I've become so numb I can't feel you there-I've become so tired so much more aware-I'm becoming this all I want to do-Is be more like me and be less like you -



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Name: Mohd Ridzwan bin Mohd Nizam
Birthday: 19/04/1989
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Class: Group 19 of Nanyang Poly Nursing Course
Email: ridzwannizam@hotmail.com
Ambition: Nurse
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Friday, May 30, 2008

My legs feel very sore.Not because i did my workout because i went shopping!haha,Great Singapore Sale people.haaha.Should take advantage of the great discount.And it cames only once a year.Suddenly i feel I sound like a girl.haha.So semangat about shopping.Went to Bugis with luqman and went to masjid Sultan first for friday prayers.then after that head down to National Library to watch movie on my MACbook.haha.Just for fun just want to emphasize the word MAC.I really like my lapop.Aniwae was waiting was Luqman and his group members Fana,Nora,Fiona they all to buy their nursing stuff at beras basah road.It was barely 15minutes and they all finish shopping.I was just about to enjoy my movie in my MACbook when they call me that they had finish shopping.haiz.destroy my enjoyment of watching movie totally.

Then went to tonseng kopitiam to eat.i thought i heard "tonsil" instead tonseng.haha.tonsil for tonsilitis.inflamation of the tonsil.wah nursing really brainwash my brains with these new medical words.haha.then went shopping.wanted to get some dri-fit clothes  from adidas in bugis.  but in the end Luqman and I end up in queensway cause we could find a reasonable price for the shirt.In the end i bought nike dri-fit shirts.2 short sleeve and 2 sleeveless.total cause 80 bucks around there.not bad.a good price for a quality shirts.i dont know y.but i am into 
"sporty "looks rather than "cool" looks.the combo t-shirt with jeans looks so dull and plain to me.Rather have clothings that makes me look so fit and sporty.yea!enough of blogging i want to watch my fav comedy show "scrubs" and "how i met your mother" 


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 5/30/2008 10:33:00 PM x



















Thursday, May 29, 2008

argh my body still sore.still feeling the after-effect after going all out in the running part in the biatholon competition yesterday.but due to my stubborness i still went out for my night workout eventhough i still haven recover properly.cant afford to slack cause NAFA test is coming soon.though it's still 6 weeks away,time will fly very fast,before i know it i will have to take the test.My aim is to get gold!haha.dont laugh cause i know its possible target.if i dont get gold also can get the next target silver!or maybe bronze!yea u have to aim high so if u fall,you wont fall badly.

anw today lectures was boring.played my nintendo ds lite in lecture hall then after that doze off.haha.really cant take it.if drink one litre of high quality coffee from starbucks also got no effect i think.however todays clinical lab was fun.it was fun because i had a very interesting lecturer.shes the old generation type of lecturers.so people would think this type of lecturer was strict and follow the boring school rules.however she was an exception.she really connected with my generation.she really understands what teenagers mindset is and what are our expectations.She made a lot of jokes with us and i think her jokes are really cute.I think shes adorable despite her age and she is Mrs Chia.My lecturer.She made a comment about me and told the whole class about is.this is what she said"Ridzwan is the quiet kind of guy but he knows his nursing stuff well"I dont know how true her comments cause i only see her once a week so she wont be able to know know me properly were but i can find out if her comments are true if i head out my hospital attacments.Then she told us stories about her when she was junior nurse and the things she has to go through.from what i heard it was quite stressful for her when she started out.but she seems so relax about it and try to make the story hilarious.

For the moment,i can imagine myself being a male staff nurse in the future.stress in the beginning but later able to get the hang of it.from what i learned from her story is that at the beginning it may be stress for anybody but if u to take things calmly and u are able to overcome it eventually.and when u look back at it,it may not be stress at all and sometimes it may be hilarious.then she make another importing thing."Treasure ur friends,your school life cause once u start working u will start to miss them"Maybe one day i make a new post about my friends and NYP life but i got to stop blogging now.its getting late.hmm i just realise today that todays post is quite long.... 


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 5/29/2008 10:29:00 PM x



















Wednesday, May 28, 2008

today was biathlon day.it was organised by NYP adventure club.feel so happy that i completed the race cause i never thought i would have finish it cause have to run 4km which means 2 big round around the school and one small round around the stadium.tiring.thought i was  bit disapointed not to win any prizes.haha.i was quite optimistic of winning something after my hardwork.

Aniwae the race started at 4pm sharp.the male indiviuals race started first.contestants have to swim 8 laps and run 4km.i joined the mixed relay.so i had to run only 4km.my partner yun wei had to swim 8 laps.ard 4.30pm we had to prepare ourselves to start the race.beep!the race was on.yun wei had to finish her swimming laps first before i can running.i was actually shocked when i saw her swim because i all know was that she is a swimmer but i didnt how good she eas.she really swim quite fast man!u should she her go.overtaking some swimmers.not bad for a big girl.i look at eunice team and her partner had compete 4 laps.they had completed and already started to run.yun wei had 1 more lap to go.i waited impatiently.it felt ages for me when she finish it.finally i can start running!but i made a mistake by running too fast in the beginning cause was to overtake a lot of people.followed the directions given by the marshals.then cause got one part on the road there was no marshal and i almost went to the wrong direction.but thanks to eunice i did not go the wrong way.she had gone the wrong way and running back to the correct direction.luckily she told me.if not i would have wasted a lot of time.my mind was thinking y the organiser did notput a marshal there.runners would have gone the wrong direction.then i realise i should concentrate on my running rather than the incident.i manage to overtake eunice but i was slowing down.runners start to overtake.it was damn demorolising ah.haha.see runners zoom past u.i did take 2-3 walking breaks to catch my breathe.i know i will waste a lot of time.but itry to compensate it by running faster.

before i know it i was 4oo metres away from the finishing line.instead of slowing down.i run even faster!haha.maybe i was happy it was going to end soon.then i was 100m away from the line.then i heard the commentator ironically was my friend james say."And here is ridzwan running.50 meters left and he is picking up pace.there runners behind picking up the pace too"i look behind and saw eunice!i quickly sprint!i look back infront and saw my friends cheering me on and i went past the finishing line,i felt relief!i somehow feel happy."And ridzwan reached the finishing line!"thats the thing i heard from the commentator when i crossed the finishing line.i quickly catch my breathe and went straight to get a drink h20.gulp down one bottle quickly.it was quite was exhausting and my body was aching all over.but the feeling of completing the biathlon race feels great.and this is the way how i want to feel when my biatholon adventure to ends



x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 5/28/2008 10:34:00 PM x



















Sunday, May 25, 2008

Aagh.Both my legs are sore and my whole body is very tanned,no thanks to treasure hunt race organised by Singapore Poly.Though i had a very good time and really had a good experience.It was a major event organised by Singapore poly and school all over school was invited.So i thought the treasure hunt race was quite tough cause the competitiveness was quite intense and we have to run all over diffferent place in clark quay and you know clark quay is quite big and i was quite surprised that my team finish fourth.yea fourth!i couldn't believe it as first but it was a very good achievement.Out of the 30-40 teams that join,we came in fourth.not bad cause we did not went for the race briefing.haha.if we had not a minor mistake and waste precious time finding the clue we could have done better.actually the clue was quite near to us.if only we had gone we our gut instinct and cross the bridge over the singapore river rather than run one round around singapore river.though we will learn from our mistakes.

There were 2 teams actually representing NYP in the Singapore Poly race.Chinlay 1 and Chinlay 2.i was in chinlay 2 team with james eddry and loretta.chinlay 1 consist of zul,kamal,helmi and chia min.i was actually certain that chinlay 1 came in 4th when the emcee make the announcement when he first say chinlay because i thought they had more experience in adventure race than us and they finish ahead of us but when the say chinlay 2 was quite surprised.maybe chinlay 1 did not find enough tressures.there were 6 more consolation prizes.i had hope that chinlay 1 would have get it.but sadly it did not happened.it would nice 2 see 2 NYP teams in the top 10.We receive a $50 haagen das voucher for our hardwork and we share it among the 2 teams.we straightaway went to haagen das store and bought ice cream.i cant really describe the feeling but when i eat that luxurious and expensive icecream after all those hard running during the race was worth it.the feeling was worth it because we did have to fork any cash because we have the vouchers haha.we took a lot pictures in the restaurant,and because we were only ones in the store,we felt like we owned the store.taking lots more of pictures after that.luckily the manager was friendly to us.hmm.Hopefully there will more races like this coming up so i can join


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 5/25/2008 09:59:00 PM x



















Tuesday, May 20, 2008

this morning something funny happened.actually serve the person right for dozing off in the bus.i actually dont like people dozing off when they are sitting right beside me especially when they start to dose off and start rest to rest their head on my shoulder.i know i am tall and shoulders are broad(ceh like real only} and quite nice to lean on but come on imagine a guy leaning on your shoulder in public,in the bus somemore where people can close up,paiseh ah.If a hot and pretty girl doing that i dont mind ah.i dont know why but if a pretty girl rest her head on a boy's shoulder,you feel good about yourself.u feel like a man.haha.i know its lame.anw this guy who was sitting beside was quite big,so he make my seat felt squeezy.he keep on dozing off and alsmost resting his head on my shoulder,then waking up again.and he did it for 5 mins.i badly wanted to push him off the seat,when my wish came true.the bus was going up a highway and round the roundabout.the bus was turning,and the big guy was moving away from me then suddenly earthquake!haha.no la the guy drop off from his seat!i tried to control my laughter but in my mind i was laughing like mad.my brain wanted to burst out laughing.i can see he was damn paiseh cause after that did not doze after that and because of that incident i can manage to enjoy the rest my journey in the bus comfortably.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 5/20/2008 11:23:00 PM x



















Sunday, May 18, 2008

hmm today is sunday.what does sunday mean to me?it means another family day for me.haiz.y must it be on a sunday and not any other day beside sunday.i just wanna watch movies,surf the net,rest at the comfort of my home rather go out and have family outing like eating out at the restaurant or visit my relatives.anw tmr its vesak day,so its ok,I can rest tmr 

So what did i did today?went to a wedding ceremony.but i dont know who was getting married.haha.but i know they were from my mother's side.can say there were my distant cousins.dont really know them.the food there was great.i ate a lot.especially the sweet and sour fish.my favourite!take more than 3 share when i know there is nobody looking,anw to the married couple hope u lead a happy  life and hope u have children so that your children and give u grandchildren and u have to take care of ur grandchildren.haha.lame.

i cant see whats so good about married  life.cause when you are married to you are like being chained.u have to follow the rules and regulations like being back home early to be with ur wife,wife comes first before your friends,no more going back late,have to work to support ur wife and your parents,make babies and taking care of them when are born.its like ur social life has ben taken away from you.i cant see myself getting married anytime soon thought i am already 19.technically i have like 8 more years to remain as a bachelor and enjoy life.right now i just want to be in the moment and enjoy life as it flies by me.the thought of being married just scares me.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 5/18/2008 09:45:00 PM x




















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