I've become so numb I can't feel you there-I've become so tired so much more aware-I'm becoming this all I want to do-Is be more like me and be less like you -



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Name: Mohd Ridzwan bin Mohd Nizam
Birthday: 19/04/1989
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Class: Group 19 of Nanyang Poly Nursing Course
Email: ridzwannizam@hotmail.com
Ambition: Nurse
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Saturday, January 31, 2004

Its been a long time I updated.One week exactly.I could not update cause my computer's down.Sorry everybody.Erm what did i did today?I just finished my maths homework and left a few other more homework to finish.Cant wait for the match between Manchester United and Fulham at 8.25pm tonight live tonight at channel 23.To those Man U freaks who support them dont forget the match!

Yesterday I,Ruzaini and myself went to eat at S-11.We talked about for 1 and an half hour at there about something before Fadhil join us.Then after Fadhil,Me and Azmir went to Dunman Secondary School to watch our school netball team play against other school before we got shoo out by Mrs Sheng or whatever her name is.She said we were not allowed to go inside the school.Stupid man.We came to support the team she shoo us out.Then after went to my house nearby to rest.We chatted and i managed to secretly jot down Azrynna's hp number from Fadhil's hp.Haha.I asked politely fadhil for her number but he did not gave it to me so i got no choice but to get her number the evil way.Ok.Peace

P.S.Hope Fadhil wont be angry with me.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/31/2004 06:59:00 PM x



















Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Oh well today since I have to write about today,maybe I post about a memory that i remembered when I was Pri 1. That time my class 1/7 was having music lesson.We had to go the music room. When we reach there, my music teacher found that two boys were missing. Those two boys were my Indian friends.Cant remember their name. My teacher then asked me and my female friend to find them.That time I and her were monitors then.Ceh.... After searching for 10 minutes we gave up.My female friend had gone back first.As i was walking them I thought I saw my Indian friends from a distance hiding behind the staircase. I went there to check it out. It turned out to be them.I went back to the music room with them. As soon as I entered, my class cheered me cause I find them.I was a Hero!Ceh...As for my Indian friends, they had skip class because they wanted early recess.Haiz...How silly of them


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/21/2004 01:52:00 PM x



















Monday, January 19, 2004

Memories are difficult to recall especially when you are young. I remember when i was primary 2. I had a crush on this girl name Azrynna.So young already have a crush already...Anyway my class 2/7 was having a fire drill practice. My class had to line up in two's,one line for boys ,the other line for girls, and had to hold hands. Ugh! My Indian friend, i cant remember his name, was suppose to partner Azrynna. And I had to line up behind him partnering a girl which I cant remember her name also. That day my Indian friend did not come to school.And my teacher told me to move up and partner Azrynna.'Oh my gawd!" I said to myself. I was shy to hold her hand. She was also shy because she knew I like her. So I took out my clean handkerchief and wrapped around my left hand and hold her right hand. We went holding hands like that to the field and came back to the classroom still holding hands with the handkerchief still wrapped around my hand.Haha very silly man..! I will be writing more about my memories but for now peace out.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/19/2004 10:08:00 PM x



















Tuesday, January 13, 2004

I haven been posting for three days.
Today:Mr Singh gone crazy.Dont know why..but man he was really angry.Keep on scolding my classmates for the slightest mistake.Maybe we make him irritated.Recess my team draw again!0-0.Boring man.Too many people play.Whats more the people play like small kids.Then after recess Melissa and Evon chat to me in class for a little while.Talk about someone who I am playing a prank on.Melissa advised me like a mother.Hehe.She told me not to make him cry.A prank must have his limits.Ceh...Thats what she told me.

Last Saturday,I met my nursery long time friend,Wendy.I was walking past her family when her mother called out my name.I looked at her but i did not know who she was.She looked familar so I said hie to her.After i walk a distance away from the family,I saw this girl behind his mother with his sisters.She smile at me.I finally realise it was Wendy.I want talk to her but i did not bother to.So i just walked away.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/13/2004 03:33:00 PM x



















Friday, January 09, 2004

Today I just updated my blog.Change to a New Linkin Park picture.Upload a new song also.A linkin park song title "Numb".Enjoy the song.
Here are the lyrics.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/09/2004 03:50:00 PM x



















Bad luck man today.Came back from Friday prayers.All wet from head to toe.Prayed under the wet sky just now.All the books in my bag are partially wet.I just put all the wet books under my bedroom fan to dry it.
Looking on the good side today,I pass my 2.4km run.I clocked in 12.34sec.But the time no good for my stardard.Must improve the next 2.4km trial run.Today during recess my team draw 0-0.Too many people played so very difficult to score.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/09/2004 03:08:00 PM x



















Thursday, January 08, 2004

I guess I was wrong after all.Mr Singh teach me english quite well.Although I thought he is a bit arrogant.Other than that he teaches me quite well.Mdm Shareena also teach maths quite well.But the bad thing about her she always gives us maths homework.Today my class had P.E.We just take our height and weight.But tomorrow we going have our 2.4km run during P.E.Yeah!You might think I am crazy but I really like 2.4km run.It inprove my stamina.During recess we played soccer.I alliance with Wai Hong team against another team.We won 3-2.Thanks to goals from Wai Hong,Poon and Me!Then after school I played soccer AGAIN.We played until 4pm.Cool.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/08/2004 06:31:00 PM x



















Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Aargh....today so many homework!I have to complete my maths by tomorrow.The rest by Friday.Then I have finish my project by next week.Man,its tough in 3E2.Maybe I will get used to it as time goes by.
I playED soccer today during recess time.I played with my ex 2E5 mates and some new friends.My team against Wai Hong's team.We won 1-0.Thanks to Poon Chien Wei aka "short" or is it ''John'' goal.The rest of the day was okay.Except listening to crappy "lectures" during assembly.After school I bought my A-maths book.Then after that,have lunch with my cousin,Ruzaini and Azmir at S-11.Took bus 293 together to reach our home.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/07/2004 04:38:00 PM x



















Monday, January 05, 2004

Today I met my subject teachers.Some of them were good,some of them were boring.Aargh,my English teacher is Mr Ranjit Singh.Boring seh he and tomorrow he will giving us our special english test.Its just the starting of school term and he is giving us test.What man...The rest of the day was okay.
And to Melissa reply to my email soon okay.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/05/2004 06:16:00 PM x



















Friday, January 02, 2004

Todays the opening of school!But it did turn what I expected it to be!I was late for school.10 minutes late.Cant you believe that??But somehow I manage sneak in with Ikhwan.He was late too and so was Azmir.I went to school together with Azmir and Ikhwan.Mr Toh saw us but he did not suspect anything suspicious.
My new class got 31 boys and 9 girls.Boring seh..Mrs Anne Chan ask me to sit at the back of the class with Fuad,Jefferey and Nazri.They crack a lot of loud jokes at the class.It was funny.I just hope that my class 3E2 can be the best class in Sec 3.


x < Ridzwan > was blasting his music on 1/02/2004 05:40:00 PM x




















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